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I still haven't decided on what to make as the title... for now it'll be unknown Man, lately I have been so lost feeling so broken and its my own fault. This is for all the people who "anonymously" message me about how they laugh at me failing and falling apart because I run to twitter to vent. Thanks, I know my life is a mess. I know I'm not perfect I know I suck at so much and hurt others in the process. Trust me,  I replay every mistake I have made in my head and hate myself more and more every day. Laugh and judge all you want but please remember, I'm only human & I do try hard. I don't really know how to explain what goes on in my head, ill start off with that its so hard to look at myself in the mirror in the morning and be content with my life, but I put makeup on as a mask and pretend to get through my day. Oh no I'm not saying any of this is anyones fault. it is mine. I take all the blame for my sadness sometimes I call it karma