I cut again..


I had a moment, a really bad one. Not for any specific reason. I just got so stuck in my head with sad thoughts I started to do a bad thing. But I stopped myself before it got tooo  bad. I’m not mad at myself because I know that next time I’ll be able to be stronger to not do it at all. It was just a moment. I’m human. Everyone has a bad moment. The thing I’m proud about is that when I started to do it, I slowly began to realize that whatever im sad about right now I won’t be tomorrow morning. So I stopped granted I still will have a scar, BUT I stopped and went to bed, & woke up better.


Don’t. Give. Up.

-ky
confused-suffering

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  1. That’s okay. We all break sometimes; we’re only human after all. You will and are still loved, and that must never be forgotten. Head up for what the new year has to come, best of wishes

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    1. Thank you, I took some time to myself and found my way out of that quickly than I thought I would. ❤️

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  2. I really wish you'd seek help and realize your worth. It's heartbreaking to see such a beautiful girl so lost. Your breakup was a long time ago... Stop sulking over some guy who never truly loved you! Quit the excessive drinking, drugs, etc. And just start loving yourself for once. Please.

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    1. I’m sorry but my sadness has been long gone over that relationship if you read my blogs. And if you knew me the “excessive drinking & what you call “drugs” has been calmed down. I rarely get ‘drunk’ I’ll have a few drinks and I’m good. I do love myself. Like the person above you said. Everyone breaks sometimes. I can gladly say it was not over a breakup. Please think before you speak. ❤️❤️ Especially if you don’t know me

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  3. Your so beautiful Kyliaah, love you������

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  4. It's going to be okay.. I pray you find the strength to get back on your feet and stand taller than you ever have. You deserve so much out of this life. -stranger

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  5. your blogs have encouraged me too start blogging my own thoughts. it is a certain kind of peace, letting it out.
    p.s I miss seeing your snapchat idk if you got a new one but I miss seeing them specailly when its you jamming out to music, I found new pieces of music to listen too when I had you on snapchat.

    STAY STRONG, STAY WILD, STAY WONKY! <3 :)
    sending lots of love your way!

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  6. Remain present. Slowly feed parts of your bad wolf to your good wolf. There is no reason to be upset with yourself for self harm and using your coping mechanism as writing. Writing is beautiful, raw thoughts- if help is what you need your ego must surrender. You are capable of love, life, serenity. Take care of yourself, beloved.

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